I’m saving all my lovin for someone who’s lovin me.

So guys, guess what! I can finally blog again and I’m SUPER happy about it. The reason why I had to cut it off for a while was because my ex boyfriend didn’t like a lot of the things I said.  He could take “I like apples” and turn it into something completely crazy. The relationship with him and I was a burning building and for a long time I just let myself catch fire. A sick little part of me liked to watch myself burn. But what had I turned into? Someone I really wasn’t. So I grabbed the few things I had left of myself and I jumped out. I have never been so happy for myself. This has been one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do, get out of an abusive relationship, but I did it. And yeah, it hurt a lot. I was scared a lot. And I was DEFINITELY lonely a lot. But the most beautiful thing is, I found myself again. I found my blogs again. So here I am. The true me. I can’t update constantly because quite frankly I’m too busy enjoying my life. But I’ll be on here as much as I can. I don’t know if anyone will even read these, but to the few that do, thank you so much. You’re what keeps me going every day. Here’s my latest update: I have a new best friend. She was my strength behind my decision I made with my ex and I couldn’t thank her enough for the things she’s made me realize. She’s also THE FUNNEST person ever. I’m so thankful she’s in this with me. She’s the best! Oh and I guess I should inform all of you too, that I have a very handsome boyfriend now. He lives back where I’m originally from, and we’ve known each other for a little over a year. I had always had this puppy dog crush on him, so when he asked me to be his girlfriend December 4th, 2011, I melted. I have never dated someone who goes completely out of their way for me. My boyfriend is so loyal, honest, funny, charming, and innocent. I mean I know we haven’t been together long but I’ve known him forever and we kind of went through the friends-best friends-crush-dating cycle. He makes me feel so beautiful, and gives me a reason to wake up every morning. That’s how I think every girl should feel when they really like a guy. Like a princess. It’s so refreshing after the shit with my ex. I’m so happy for myself for every decision I made that brought me to him. For once in my life, I’m truly, internally happy. I don’t ever want to let this go. Happy wednesday friends :) Find me sometime tomorrow and hear about my weekend plans. I’m pretty excited about them! 

Love you guyyssss. You’re all incredible. 

Dakota.